I Dont Need Glasses

Hello all,

I have a few health concerns that are really getting to me lately. I hope you can help.

Basically, in mid December, due to many a reason, I developed severe, chronic insomnia. I was literally awake for over 3 weeks solid. Eventually and with great hesitation, I gave in to meds because of how bad my health got. I was hospitalized. Scary stuff. Anywho, even with sleeping pills, my sleep still wasn’t as restorative as it should be. Soooo, the doctors prescribed the infamous antidepressant, Effexor ( thinking that the insomnia is the outcome of some inner turmoil such as depression or anxiety). Hard to say really…Not sleeping for that long can mimic the worst of psychiatric disorders…Long story short,, I took effexor since January, and boy did it **** me up. So I was switched to another infamous one, Cymbalta. And again the side effects were intolerable. All the while takin sleeping pills and anti psychotics (for their apparent off label help with insomnia).

I have a plethera of Diagnoses – Big one BP1 and also PTSD. I told my MD that sometimes like while at work I get an overwhelming sense of fatigue, my vision blurs and I feel like I can’t snap out of it – I just stare until I can “bring myself to” I’m not sure how long these last – not too long because no coworker has ever noticiced it. Does this happen to anyone else. What does your MD think it is. Mine said maybe from the PTSD – but I don’t really understand that.
This happened before I started any meds and improved a little after I started them. How would I know if is sleep apnea. I am a little overweight but not much.
I don’t snore at all.

Hello all,

I have a few health concerns that are really getting to me lately. I hope you can help.

Basically, in mid December, due to many a reason, I developed severe, chronic insomnia. I was literally awake for over 3 weeks solid. Eventually and with great hesitation, I gave in to meds because of how bad my health got. I was hospitalized. Scary stuff. Anywho, even with sleeping pills, my sleep still wasn’t as restorative as it should be. Soooo, the doctors prescribed the infamous antidepressant, Effexor ( thinking that the insomnia is the outcome of some inner turmoil such as depression or anxiety). Hard to say really…Not sleeping for that long can mimic the worst of psychiatric disorders…Long story short,, I took effexor since January, and boy did it **** me up. So I was switched to another infamous one, Cymbalta. And again the side effects were intolerable. All the while takin sleeping pills and anti psychotics (for their apparent off label help with insomnia).

so just recently, as i’ve got into my mid teens (im 16) i’ve been extremely anxious about everything. for example, i **** being around other people apart from my mum, and dad. i get so nervous, shy, and i freeze and feel sick when i have to socialize with other people, i just wanna get away and be on my own. i feel like this with my siblings too, i **** it.
also i get so anxious about things like my health, i sometimes see alot of floaters in my eyes and even though i’ve had my eyes checked twice and they’re healthy, im convinced im gonna go blind one day:( im paranoid about things i can see in my eyes which arent there. and if i have the slightest toothache i think my tooths gonna fall out. i even went through a stage of being afraid of death. i get self-conscious too. am i mad? or do i just have extreme anxiety, i heard you can get diagnosed with anxiety.
i am quite depressed as my nervousness around people makes it so i dont have any friends at all i want some. none of my siblings are like this at all (i have 8), why am i different?

If you visualize more and practice visualization, does it cause you to hallucinate more? Because if you visualize while you read, aren’t you
actually seeing things right before your eyes right? If you see things right in front of you, then that is hallucination right? I have always been an auditory learner for some reason, but somebody nearby mentioned that I should become more of a visual learner. So I don’t know what it is like to have visual images in my head. I don’t have dreams very often, so I have been doing minds eye exercises to help my imagination. How do normal people with strong imaginations control their images?

Whenver I’m alone, I think I see shadows, faces, and other figures. But when there is someone else nearby, I’m fine. Also, I have floaters in my eyes. Do you think floaters might be the problem?